I took the photo in 1983, just a few months after I got my first camera and I was only shooting black and white so I could learn how to use the camera. Some cat’s paw had taken down one of my cut paper snowflakes as he sat to look out the window. That profile. What a memory. Another in that “girl and cat meet camera” era.
I remember looking at this photo through the years and being disappointed in it, wishing I’d gotten more of Kublai, maybe, I’m not really sure. Then years later in 2009 I had to find it, and I loved it for all the things I’d thought were failures. I just needed to age a bit to realize how perfectly it captured that moment, and that time. Kublai was two years old, I lost him in 1996, and yet the memory was fresh. I wrote the poem below, and it became my holiday card for that year.
An Old Memory
Cut-paper snowflakes taped
to a wavy glass window reflecting
the big front porch from an apartment I lived in long ago,
and a cat I will always remember from when he and I were very young,
me just getting to know my camera, and my art;
how did I capture a perfectly blended image to reflect those times?
Poem © 2009 Bernadette E. Kazmarski
The holidays are a time for celebration as well as a time for reflection and remembering.
Even though it was black and white film, it was processed in a one-hour development machine intended for color and the black and white ended up sepia, which I really liked better than when I had it printed in black and white. It always looked like an older image and the sepia really reinforces that; it’s from the same era as “A Sunny Room”, and incidentally, the same cat, Kublai.
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Where to find this image
This was my holiday card from 2009, and I published it for sale in 2010. The message inside reads, “Wishing you wonderful memories this holiday season and new year.” The poem is printed on the back. You can find it on Portraits of Animals singly or in a box of a dozen.
We hope all of you had a wonderful holiday, however you celebrate, whether with a big meal and family, or quiet time with a favorite activity.
As the inside of the card reads…
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