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For Jelly Bean, the Unexpected Inspiration

memorial graphic for a black cat looking in a mirror named Jelly Bean
You will forever be an inspiration.

For all his silly cuteness, Jelly Bean was also quite the serious meowdel for both photos and artwork. I was immediately hooked on the black cats in the green and white bathroom when I had it remodeled after water damage in January 2009, and the totally lucky candid photo of him admiring himself in the mirror (above) got me started on photo-based greeting cards and selling prints of my cat photos.

Everyone hung out on the green sink, and they all drank out of the faucet, but JB spent the most time there because the sun shone in, especially in winter, for a couple of hours in the afternoon. But it was one particular pose from Bean that was the inspiration for the whole “Compositions in Black and Green” theme and the two calendars I published.

Composition in Black and Green, the inspiration.
Composition in Black and Green, the inspiration.

This whole composition brought to mind photos of quiet moments, light and shadow, contemplation that I’d admired for years, and here Jelly Bean is the purrfect subject for a photo in that realm. And another photo of him in the sink that I’ve always admired for its abstraction, reflected light and colors.

Toe Cleaning in Black and Green
Toe Cleaning in Black and Green

And then this candid photo I’d used when I posted about him, curiously reaching for my paintbrushes soaking in water on the windowsill, looking eagerly creative. I always called it “A Sudden Inspiration,” something that happens to me too, and I know he had an idea about something he could do with those brushes.

Jelly Bean has a sudden inspiration and reaches for the brushes.
Jelly Bean has a sudden inspiration and reaches for the brushes.

And several of my favorite paintings, ones that I feel I achieved a technique or a higher ability in pastel and watercolor and oil pastel that I’d not achieved before:

pastel sketch of black cat
“Beans”, pastel on pastello paper, 10″ x 6″ © Bernadette E. Kazmarski

 

pastel sketch of cat
“Here in the Shadows”, pastel on pastello paper, 7.5″ x 11″ © Bernadette E. Kazmarski

 

watercolor of cat looking out window
“Blending”, watercolor, 6″ x 9″ © Bernadette E. Kazmarski

 

oil pastel sketch of cat
“Grape Jelly Bean”, oil pastel, 5″ x 7″ © Bernadette E. Kazmarski

 

watercolor of cat
“Leaves and Shadows”, watercolor, 5″ x 7″ © Bernadette E. Kazmarski

 

pastel silhouette of cat
A Dozen Shades of Gray, gray shades of pastels © B.E. Kazmarski

 

Because of the renovations here I haven’t had the time to sit down and focus on the series of posts I’ll write. I messaged so much with a few veterinarians and other people that pulling the information together is a little beyond me until I can do that. I am finally ready to write about Bean and I will give Jelly Bean his time as I did Mewsette, so for now I’ll just share what an inspiration he was every day, and that’s just the visual, that’s not his sweetness and purrsonality, what an incredible foster brother he was to both kittens and adult cats, how he loved all people, and the special bond he and I had.

I look forward to sharing all of that with you as well as the same process of grieving I shared after we lost Mewsette. Each grief experience is different, even with one person and two cats who were siblings and very much alike. I’ll collect them all in the category “Remembering Jelly Bean” and I’m using the image at the top of this post in the sidebar for an easy click to find all the articles.

And I’m hoping that this week, with the tail end of the renovations as they finish the bathroom, I’ll be able to return to regularly posting. I think the renovations and the time away, overall, were good for us, especially me. We certainly weren’t left to stew in our grief in an unchanged and unchanging circumstance so that the loss is constantly present and fresh, but then we did lose so many little places that held memories of last moments and many other moments through the years. But I am ready for my long days of deep focus and creative work!


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8 thoughts on “For Jelly Bean, the Unexpected Inspiration

  • Thom Hill

    My condolences regarding the recent passing of Mewsette and Jelly Bean. No matter how many or few years we have with our beloved cats, that pain always arrives one day. I’m sure they were welcomed to that happy new place and introduced to friends they never knew in this life. My cat Chaos was there to give them that welcome and a grand tour, I’m sure. Best wishes and health.

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    • Thank you so much for the beautiful thoughts. I still can’t believe they’re gone, and I’m not at the stage where I can even bring myself to imagine where they’ve gone, but I know they are doing well and are happy, and I’m sure they met Chaos when they got there. I’m sorry it took me so long to reply. I get a lot of spam sometimes and I haven’t been prompt about sorting through unapproved comments to find the good ones and approve them.

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  • 15andmeowing

    That is a great photo of Jelly Bean.

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    • Thank you, Ellen. He was good for that. I had to have my camera with me long before cell phones. Thank you for visiting.

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    • He will continue to inspire. Thank you for visiting!

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  • Dear Jelly Bean.I look forward to your remembrances of this sweet boy. Hugs!

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    • I will enjoy being able to focus on him, though it will remind me of all the things I miss about him daily. Love to you and Julie.

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