Sunday, April 21, 2024
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Commissioned Portrait: Steeler

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“Steeler”, pencil with watercolor, 8″ x 10″ © Bernadette E. Kazmarski

This portrait is a very special tortoiseshell kitty named Steeler, who I actually had the chance to meet just one time. This portrait was a surprise gift to Steeler’s human, in memory of Steeler. Here is a little of the story of Steeler and her person.

Though Steeler and her person, Bernie, live relatively close to me, I met them on the internet, on a post on Ingrid King’s site The Conscious Cat titled Tortitude: The Unique Personality of Tortoiseshell Cats. I had met Ingrid at the Cat Writers’ Association conference in November 2009 and began reading her blog, and soon found the very active post and joined a group of people who all wrote about the wonderful personalities of our tortoiseshell cats, and our other cats as well, as I posted about my Cookie and Kelly and calico Peaches. I noticed Bernie’s name, similar to mine, and her cat’s name too—Steeler, were they perhaps fans of the Pittsburgh Steelers? Indeed, as a tortoiseshell cat Steeler wore the Steelers’s black and gold colors every day, and she had also stolen Bernie’s heart—and they lived “right down the road”, in Steeler country!

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Steeler, looking sweet.

Bernie lives in a somewhat rural area and now and then a stray cat would show up in her yard, but none had ever approached her or her home. The little tortoiseshell cat came to cry at the door, but Bernie had never had a cat before, and didn’t want one right then; her husband was nearing the final stages of Alzheimer’s disease as she cared for him upstairs, taking in a pet was not something she felt she could do. But the little cat knew better, she had a mission and persisted, meowing and tapping her paw at the door. When winter came and no shelter could take the cat Bernie decided, if she wanted a home that badly, she would just let the cat in.

Sure of her mission, Steeler immediately became a vigilant watchcat over Bernie’s husband, staying in his room, sitting under his hospital bed and he surprisingly responded to Steeler, calling her his “little bunny”, perhaps thinking of the two house rabbits Bernie had taken in. Steeler was also a comfort to Bernie as she cared for him. Though Steeler had lived outdoors and possessed a fair amount of tortitude, Steeler was not feral, only a stray who’d been abandoned. She was an adult, possibly between 7 and 10 years old, and was not spayed and had an unknown issue in her throat that caused her voice to be rough and raspy; she had had an obviously difficult life. Bernie had Steeler fixed and fixed up, put a collar on her with a little Steeler’s emblem, and Steeler came to own the home and the person who’d taken her in. Living in a large restored Victorian farmhouse full of antiques and valuable collectibles, Steeler also had her cardboard boxes and lots of toys, and there was no place she was not permitted to go.

Steeler was devoted to Bernie, as I saw when I visited as we traveled to meet with the rest of the tortie gang in April 2011. When we returned after a day, Steeler had not eaten a bite, pacing around still worried and talking, and would not be satisfied until Bernie reassured her that she was home and she was okay.

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Steeler’s photo.

Steeler provided as much unconditional love as Bernie could take as later that year, while Bernie’s husband continued to decline in a VA nursing home, her son was diagnosed with lung cancer. Her husband and son died weeks apart in December, and Steeler’s constant quiet presence was a comfort during the long dark nights of grief.

In spring 2012 after a dental procedure, Steeler’s health began to fail beginning with a cardiac issue, and she died at the end of April. Such a short time together, yet she left a lasting impression on Bernie. After that amount of loss Bernie was understandably distraught, yet a while later two young kittens showed up out of nowhere on her porch, a little tortie and a little gray tabby. She was sure they’d been sent there by Steeler, and now she has a little rescued family named in memory of her son and his career with the Department of Justice.

“But Steeler will always be my number one,” Bernie whispered as she looked at Steeler’s portrait when she was here.

Steeler’s portrait is done in pencil with watercolor washes from one of Bernie’s favorite photos of Steeler, with her paw raised as if she’s beckoning. I’ll often change the extreme foreshortening when moving from a photo to a portrait so that the subject’s proportions are as your eye would see them, but in this case the photo was so familiar, and Bernie had used it as her profile photo so often, that I decided to leave it as it was.

I had done a portrait for Bernie to give to her boyfriend, Jay, who was also a member of our online tortie gang, and who, as you see in the collage portrait below, also has a number of cats and other animals, and includes Steeler who Jay is holding on the right. I had decided to do that portrait as a pencil sketch with limited color to make the collage effect work with such a number of different subjects, and decided to do Steeler’s portrait in the same style.

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Father’s Day Portrait, pencil and watercolor, 18″ x 24″ © B.E. Kazmarski

And that was also because it was actually Jay who commissioned me to do this portrait as a gift for Bernie, though she had also mentioned wanting a portrait. This can be complicated, though complications like these are not necessarily bad, but when they stopped here a few weeks ago to visit and pick up the portrait I had no idea that this was still a surprise for Bernie—I had thought she knew why she was coming here. I had framed it and had it covered in my studio. After visiting with the Five and with Smokie and Bella I uncovered it and handed it to her. Handing someone a memory is a very special moment, one I don’t soon forget.

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Steeler’s face.

So rather than capturing all the realistic details in living color, I am glad for the pencil with watercolor, the loose details and more general shapes. Memory is not exact, but recalls collages of moments in time run together, and a less detailed portrait is a beginning point for many different moments as the mind wanders.

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9 thoughts on “Commissioned Portrait: Steeler

  • Loved reading this story about my beautiful facebook friend. Tears flow freely. Love you dear one

  • kittiesblue

    This portrait is so beautiful. You captured Steeler purrfectly. What a lovely gesture for Bernie. I enjoyed reading her story. Hope you will join us this week for our Sunday Selfies Blog Hop. XOCK, Lily Olivia, Mauricio, Misty May, Giulietta, Fiona, Astrid, Lisbeth and Calista Jo

  • Thank you so much for the wonderful painting and Steelers story. I know Bernie will cherish it always.

    • Jay, you could have not given me a greater gift. Bernadette put so much heart and soul into this portrait and writing of Steeler. Every emotion comes out in this. Words cannot thank you and certainly not Bernadette. Two very special loving and gentle souls.

  • bluemoonalone

    Wow..tears are flowing here too Bernie..Steeler did indeed come into your life for a reason..just as she sent those kittens to you when you needed them most..Hugs to you dear lady..also I can think of no one better to do a loving portrait of your Steeler girl than Miss Bernadette..I believe she puts her heart, soul and love into painting sweet memories for people..Enjoy your treasure Bernie..

    • Thank you for your very gentle and kind words. Bernadette’s heart and soul is in this and it comes through to me in every stroke and word. She is the finest person I know and I know her tears flowed as she wrote this story. You see Bernadette love Steeler too. But then being Bernadette, she loves all kittens and devotes her spare time, to helping TNR and rescuing, fostering and taking gentle and loving care of senior cats so their passing is with love and tenderness. Bernadette is a very special one of a kind person. I am proud to call her my Friend.

  • Such a beautiful post for a beautiful painting. Bernie will always treasure Steeler.

    • Rachel you know I will forever treasure this as you said ” Bernie will always treasure Steeler.” Yes until the end of forever, I all.

  • Benadette, You have brought my precious Steeler to life with your words and your very talented artistic talents. You captured her like no other could ever do. Yes you did surprise me, but I could think of no more powerful surprise. ““But Steeler will always be my number one,”” Yes she will. I will forever treasure this portrait. There will never be another Steeler in my life. Thank you seems so inadequate for the wonderful work you have done here. I am honored to have you be the one to have brought my Steeler back so lifelike and tell her story. Yes, if you are wondering, tears are flowing again.


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